I though everything will be fine. Doing what I liked to do in the past. Let the time flow. I could find myself again like I always could.
But in the end, I haven’t never truly woken up. I don’t want to wake up. Every time I do, the ghost of the past comes back and haunts me. The questions keep coming back. Perhaps I chose a wrong path? It’s not because of outside reasons. All happened because of me. How can I truly forgive myself? I tried so hard, but I couldn’t. I keep letting people and myself disappointed.
The only thing I could do is writing my current thoughts here. Just hoping someday, people will understand why I am like this.
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